Shadow Moon...A Look Inside the Broom Closet.

welcome

Greetings! I've decided to create a blog of shadows. My journey through this strange and interesting world. The point of this blog? Well, I guess I hope to just tell my story. And, my journey and discovery of my love for nature, earth, and Pagan beliefs. Love and Light, ~Shadow Moon~

Tree meditation = Day 2



One of my favorite meditations..... here is The Druid Network's rendition ... enjoy. 

Begin by sitting down. Preferably on the floor, but just sitting down will do. Relax, and feel where the ground holds you. Feel heavy. Feel where you touch the ground, and where the energy of the ground - its gravity - gives you weight and solidity. Feel it around you, when you move your body, feel where it moves downwards where there isn't any effort at all, where your weight is held naturally. Then notice your breath. We naturally relax on the outbreath. As you notice the pattern of your breathing, feel your outbreath as a letting go, and as you breathe out each time, feel yourself breathing downwards - your weight settling down each time.

The next step requires that you employ your imagination a little. As you continue to use your breath as a tool to focussing downwards, with each outbreath, feel your roots grow. Do this as a relaxation, rather than as a push of growth. We grow naturally when we are asleep, rather than when we expend effort, and this is how to grow roots - just by relaxing downwards. Start by feeling just one root grow - a tap root, perhaps. Let this find its depth, maybe curling around rocks, maybe encountering other things in the earth beneath you. Then grow one or two more - maybe growing out from your tap root, or perhaps exploring different directions. Remember throughout that your breathing is key to your root-growing. Relax your growth through your outbreath.

When you feel secure with your roots - perhaps with them spread out around you, like a beech tree, or perhaps with one strong tap root and just a few others, you can start to use your inbreath. As trees draw upwards, they take nourishment from the earth, and so it is with your inbreath. Still remembering to relax downwards with the outbreath, use the inbreath to start to breathe nourishment up your root system, and into your body. You might find it helpful to breathe to a count, but I find it most useful just to breathe as naturally as possible and feel the breath, and the nourishment rising like sap, as fully as I can.

The meditation so far can be used as a powerful way of centering yourself on its own. However, the next steps can be used to integrate yourself into your environment..

Once you're comfortable with the sap rising within you, giving you new energy, you can begin to use the energy to grow a canopy. Here's where you'll really become aware of what kind of tree you might be. Start small at first, just growing small shoots. Remember that you only need to grow on the outbreath, keeping the sap rising in you on your inbreath. If you feel like it, you can grow bigger branches, maybe leaves, maybe even blossom, if you really feel like it. You may just feel like a small winter blackthorn, sparsely covered, and prickly. Or you might be a huge ash tree, all towering and tall.

When you've grown all the canopy you want to, feel where you touch the things around you - where your canopy touches other things, and where your root system intertwines with other systems. As you breathe in and out, how do you interact with those things? If you're doing the meditation in a group, how do you interact with the people on either side of you?

When you're ready, open your eyes and acknowledge the things around you. Again, if you're in a group, actively acknowledge the people on either side of you. Move slowly and don't talk for a little while. See if you can move without shifting the root system you've created.

Variations - Some people find it difficult to practice this meditation indoors, or on floors above ground level. Personally I've never had a problem with being able to send roots into the earth from there - after all what we're using is the earth's nemeton - its energy, rather than the earth physically. However a technique you might like to try is to send roots to the edges of the building you're in, and to trail them down the outside, like ivy. This can sometimes kick the imagination into building the sense of nourishment this mediation aims to create.

DAY One: Reconnecting..


Today was all about reconnecting with things around me.  

Earth:  my favorite things about this time of year is probably the leaves on the trees as they turn colors and swirl and dance in the wind to the crisp ground.   As I stood outside today I tried to take in everything about them.   I walked to my favorite tree in the yard and stood beneath it.   Its crisp crunchy leaves beneath my feet.  The smell of autumn in the air.  I absolutely love every aspect of this season.   So many colors, vibrant oranges, yellows, browns.  

Air:  As I stood outside amongst my favorite tree I felt a cool breeze flow through my hair.   I closed my eyes and just stood there.   I remember as a little girl playing in this same yard, under a much younger tree, and spinning and spinning in the wind.   <3

Fire:  I let the warmth of the sun shine down on me.   I felt the warmth on my face and arms.

Water:   Yesterday's rainstorm still left puddles of water standing nearby.   I could see the rippling reflection of myself as I gazed into the surface.

Spirit:  I stood outside for a short while and as I stood in silence i thought about each element and how it seemed to be in everything all around me.   Sometimes in the hustle and bustle of the day I think we all forget to stop and smell the roses so to speak.   It was good to just go outside and do this today.   It helped me feel centered and grounded.      I think of the tree i stood beneath.   It reminded me of life's cycle, and that the tree is a great representation of this.  

I encourgage you to go outside... to your favorite place... and reconnect  yourself. 

Can you see, feel or touch each element?   How does it make you feel?

Blessed Be,

Shadow Moon<3

















New beginnings...


I decided to revamp this old place again.   Today is the first day of my 33rd year in this life.   A perfect time, in my opinion, to begin again.   Ive decided I'm at another crossroads in life that presents me with several roadblocks.   I'm stuck.   I took a test a few days ago concerning my chakras.  Some were weak, one was closed.  SO in attempt to get my life back on track... I've decided the first thing I have to take care of is ME.  

I've decided to re-experience my year and a day journey of sorts.   Mainly to recenter myself and reconnect.   Feel free to join me on this journey as I experience what it has to offer me.   Here in my Blog of Shadows, I hope to keep up daily with my thoughts, ideas, and bumps along the road.

Bear with me:)

Love & Light,

Shadow Moon